movie oh movie oh movie

wow! i tgk 3 movie dlm masa 2 hari ni...semalam n today...heheh...mcm dah takde bende lain je nak buat kan..owh well...mmg i takde benda nak buat pon...




actually...i tak plan pon nak tgk citer Beverly Hills Chihuahua nih...tapi disebabkan ni je movie yg sesuai utk i tgk at that time so i pon belasah je la tgk dgn my cousins....heheh..and surprisingly this movie really funny! mmg puas hati....cute gile anjing2 dlm filem nih....




haaaa yg nih pulak....i dah tgk last week tp anak2 sedara i sumer dok bising suruh i bawak diorg gi tgk citer nih so i pon layan je la kehendak diorg tuh.....so i bwk diorg tgk citer HISTERIA nih....i tak kisah sebab i suka citer nih...suspens yet funny....lalalalala.....anak sedara i yang kecik sekali tuh siap pejam mata tgk citer nih...takut katanya....hehehe....bless him...



haaaaa yg nih mmg i suka gile....actually i nak tgk citer nih last week tp disebabkan ada malaun sekor tuh wat hal terus i tak jadi tgk....so i dpt jugak tgk citer YES MAN nih semlm...huhuhu...mmg kelakar citer nih...very light comedy! plus i`m a big fan of JIM CAREY...da lama tak tgk die berlakon so ala2 terubat lah rindu i kat die...leyyyyyy????

esok lak i plan nak tgk movie lagik....maybe citer BEDTIME STORY kot....hehehe....

p/s: i`m fragile....

happy holiday

wahhhhh lama sungguh i tak hupdate blog nih....ya hampunnnnn....i sangat busy (alasan klise)....hehhehe..

anyway lets cut the crap.....

i baru je balik dr cuti-cuti malaysia selama seminggu ke pantai timur....

dah lama tak gi holiday dgn family....bila dpt peluang mcm ni mmg rasa seronok sgt....walaupun berjuta2 duit i habes...hehe....tu tak penting...yg penting semua enjoy!

oh....i jugak sempat jumpe my Idol....SHERITA....hiks....thx uols sbb sudi luangkan masa tuk jumpe i....ingat burger ingat u.....hehehehe....leyyyyy??? nanti ada masa kita jumpe lagi k dear...mmuuahhh.....

i cuti sampai new year...so i still ada few days left kalau2 i nak sambung lagi cuti-cuti malaysia..hehe...but lets wait n see la....ngeh ngeh ngeh.....

okla guys...i malas nak taip panjang2.....see u later....

p/s: i`m gonna have fun with my hands.....

25 !!!!

OMG !! mcm tak percaya je yg i sgt busy sampai takde masa nak hupdate blog ni....huhuhu...ya hampunnn....but seriously i was really busy last week....

sblom i merapu raban...i nak ucap thanks a lot kpd semua yg wish my birthday last week...and thanks a lot to Bella,Fadzil,Nuar,Hanis,Is,Kuzza n Syco yg sudi keluar dinner ngan i on my birthday aritu...hehehe....

then thanks jugak kpd mereka yg bg hadiah..ngeh ngeh ngeh....dah tua2 pon still dpt hadiah lagik....thx guys....and thx jugak kpd Bella n Lekiu yg blanja i dinner @ Quattro aritu.....THX !!!

ermm....i`m 25 now!! can`t believe it!! hahaha.....owh well i still ade 5 years before i become 30!! wonder hows my life gonna be when i reach 30!! lets see.....

LOSER !!!

Sungguh pelik perangai manusia ni kan…

Bila tak dapat apa yang diorg nak mesti nak meroyan tak tentu hala…

Tak boleh ke kalau redha ataupun pasrah aje??

Yes…I admit mmg as a human kita akan rasa frust sgt if we didn`t get what we want..but hey! janganlah sampai terdesak nak buat something yang stupid just because we didn’t get what we want…don`t be a LOSER !

Talking about this issues…I teringat about someone…N (bukan nama sebenar)

Die nih mmg suka bangat sama i…tp ye la bab hati ni mane leh nak dipaksa-paksa..kalau u suka kat I bagai nak mampos pon tp kalau I takleh on ngan u..pepaham je la kan?? angkat kaki blah la…takyah nak buang masa..

Tp lain lak jadinya…disebabkan die takleh nak terima kenyataan yang I reject die..die decided to tell all of my friends about `my life`…

Owh well…I pedulik hape kan die nak canang satu dunia pon pasal my life…I don`t give a damn…dan die just showed to me yg die ni jenis yg pendek akal…bodoh piang….and such a LOSER!!

Get a life la dude!!

Ha…kepada mereka2 kat luar tuh..kalau u guys suka kat someone tp org ittew tak suka kat u….tak perlu lah nak meroyan tak tentu hala ye mcm si N ittew…

Memalukan diri sendiri je…lainlah kalau u mmg dah takde mende nak buat dlm hidup u..dan kalau mmg u nak jadi LOSER then do it la…

back for good..

baru i perasan....semlm 31st oct !!!

maknenye....genap la setahun i kat mesia....uwarghhhhh....cepat nye masa berlalu....i rasa mcm baru je smlm i balik mesia.....

goshh....hari ni i sat down n i fikirkan what i`ve done dlm masa setahun ni....ermm...couldn`t get any answer for that to be honest.....but one thing for sure i`ve settled down...and i think thats what i really wanted when i came back here....i`m happy that i`ve reached my goal! hehehe..

of course i rindukan UK....sangat banyak kenangan time i kat sane...and yes i sangat2 rindukan kwn2 i kat sane especially LeeUK...Adriana,Peter,Davey,Rob,Tom,Yale,Angie...ahhh ramai lagi la kalau nak list down kang penat lak i nak menaip....huhu.....hopefully i dpt jumpe diorg lagi one day nanti.....

p/s: bestnye kalau dapat duduk kat penthouse.....

weekend !!! yiiippiieee !!!

yuhuuuuu....finally!!! muncul jugak weekend yang i nanti-nantikan....

minggu nih mmg sangat hazab untuk i...kerja cam siyyaaallll.....boss macam kimeks....like duhhhh..kalau boleh i nak je bunuh boss i tuh....naseb baek la tu dikira dosa besar kalau tak mmg dah kena sula 79 kali.....lantak lah die....

anyway....i dah plan macam2 for this weekend...tambahan lak isnin nih cuti....oh btw...HAPPY DIWALI....for those yang celebrate k....have a nice one guys....

back to my plan....esok (sabtu) i dah plan ngan E nak gi mandi-manda....huhuhu....dah lama giler tak pergi sana....so weols nak mencemar duli la kaedahnya esok....harap2 ramai la yang meletop menanti kehadiran kitorg...hehehe...cakap pasal mandi-manda ni....i teringat zaman i kat chariots,pleasuredrome,h20,boilerhouse..bla...bla....bla....hehehe...what a memories kan....*matilahhh LeeUK....

...yang pertama sekali i pergi....hehehe...

then after that actually nak gi clubbing but since kawan i dah invite awal2 ke open house die so i terpaksa lah korbankan plan tuk ke club ittew...maybe next time eh! oh well...i don`t really like clubbing in KL anyway....SUCKS! BIG TIME! penuh dengan hadek2 yang baru nak up! verangan all the time...tolonglahhhhh...geli geleman i ok tgk diorg tuh sumer....so sebab tu la i tak kisah sgt kalau plan clubbing nih tak jadi....

so....esok malam i akan ke SHAH ALAM dengan mr charmed!! huhuhuh....rindu la kat abang....leyyyyy?? tetap lah kannn nak panggil u abang! hahaha.... *matilahhh orang ittew....
ahad lak i ade 3 open house...i still not sure mcm mane nak arrange....nak pergi mana satu?? payah betul la....3-3 kawan baik i...adehhh kang kalau miss 1 house ade lak yang sentappp.......oh well...i`m sure i leh arrange nanti.....EN KASNI sila bersedia ye....kalau i terasa nak ajak uols ke rumah si dia....i let u know ye...hehhee....

monday lak...ehem..ehem...i ade special plan.....hahaha...i`ve been waiting for this sooooooo long...and finally!!!! it will be happen in few days....huhuhu....but hey i`m not gonna tell ya what is it......all i can say is....yiiiiiipppppppiiieeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!

soo.....untuk semua.....HAVE A NICE WEEKEND AHEAD !!!

p/s: don`t pretend that u r innocent cuz u r fucking not!!!!

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seperti yang dijanjikan.....nih dia gamba ittew...

AFKA (mr cutie),me,Mr Charmed

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open house

goshhhh.....lama sungguh i tak hupdate blog nih....nak buek camno kan...sana sini ada open house...huhu..raya katanye kannnn....haruslah penuh jadual i setiap minggu.....

anyway...just a quick hupdate from me k....

last week i buat open house...i nak say thankx a lot kepada mereka yg sudi hadir....mmg seronok....huhuh....dan nih i share gambar2 mereka-mereka yang datang....

geng sekolah rendah....IFA,aku,Nuar n Kasni...

geng ZianaFolks : Zahrin,Kak In,Adi,Cikgu,Pisces,Ajoi,Aku,Kwn Ajoi,Ijat,Syco,Kuzza,Haikal n Kak Rose

Mel n Aku

pastu ada lagi yg datang tapi takde dlm gamba.....Wan and Afka....kawan Mel....pastu bebudak opis i....Nonie,Siti,Rokiah n Zairul.....

i sangat puas hati sebab dapat jugak buat open house ittew....walaupun tak seberapa....hiks....hope yg dtg tuh puas hati la ye....

kalau ada rezeki kita jumpe lagi next year....

raya is cumming!!

ooppsss....tinggal kurang dari seminggu je kita akan beraya...

Gosh! i`m sooo sexcited!!! ye la...dah 4 tahun i beraya kat perantauan...chewahhh...haruslah kali nih i teramatlah over sexcited nak beraya kat Mesia nih....lagi pulak dah 4 tahun i tak visit kubur arwah ayah i...huhuh....*sob...sob...sob....

and i`m nearly broke! haha..nih raya pertama i bagi duit raya kat anak sedara i...mmg menggigil jugak la time buat budget tuh..huhu...tp i tak kisah pon kalau overbudget as long as my anak sedara sumer gumbira....ape2 pun sumer duit dah ditukar and tunggu masa je untuk diserahkan kepada meraka yang berhak...lalalalala....i siap sound anak sedara i....i cuma bagi duit raya kat sesiapa yang baik ngan i je...hehe..yg degil tuh kim salam sajor....leyyyy???

kuih raya pon i dah beli...siap order kek lapis dr sarawak lagi...semlm dah sampai ngan pos laju...hehehe...tak sabar tul nak makan kek tuh...tp kena sabar la...tunggu pagi raya baru makan...yummmyyyyy...owh thanks to my friend....Renxo sbb tolong belikan n pos kan kek ittew....mmuuahhhh....

pasal baju raya...ermm..baju melayu i belom siap...insyaAllah jumaat nih siap la....kalau tak siap jugak i akan sembelih org ittew!!! NOk !! pastikan baju mak siap occay otherwise mak sula uols!! *mrasaalahhhh...

owhh..i have to work till tues....maksudnya i hanya akan balik kampung terchinta i kat Seremban tuh on tues la...after work....i`ll be finish work at 3pm...so hopefully jalan tak jem teruk sgt so that i sempat berbuka ngan sedara mara sumer kat seremban tuh...and hopefully i sempat la tolong diorg buat ape yang patut....huhu....goshh!! i`m soooo looking fwd to it!

right...i`m off now....

my first kad raya!!

wahhh mcm tak sangka je i dapat kad raya!!

honestly...i mmg tak expect any kad raya this year...hehehe...

and yesterday i rcvd my very 1st kadraya for this year....and it was from Mr Charmed !! thx ye encik!!! hehehe...

pecah kaca pecah gelas
sudah baca sila balas

hiks..ingat lagik tak pantun 2 kerat tuh??

time sekolah dulu kalau bagi kad raya mesti tulis pantun tuh kan?? hehe....

bila kenang balik mmg kelakar....malu pon ada...mcm desperate je nak paksa org balas....huhuhu...tp tuh masa kita kecik2...time tuh ape la yang kita fikirkan sgt kan...yg kita nak cuma org balas kad raya je....hehehe...

oh ye Mr Charmed....nanti i balas k kad raya uols ittew....hehehe...

ade sesiapa yang nak bagi i kad raya lagi ke?? hehehe.....jangan la memalu ye...pos aje k...i`ll be waiting!!

:P

q.u.i.e.t

ermm...dah masuk hari ke-10 kita puasa...

tahun nih i rasa pelik sikit sebab selera makan i mmg agak kurang...kalau time berbuka pun i mkn kuih ngan buah dah rasa kenyang gile...pastu time sahur pun makan sikit je...

i rasa berat i ada sikit turun kot....ermm...i tak suka! bersusah payah i naikkan berat i tp skang nih turun balik....adehhhhh...pening!

oh ya...skang nih i prefer to be quiet...i nak concentrate on orang2 yang rapat ngan i aje...bukan ape...i rasa overwhelmed this past few weeks...so now i just want to be quiet..or maybe i`ll be like this forever kot...hehehe....

kerja oh kerja

dah selesai 2 hari kita puasa....

macam tak rasa apepun kan...hiks....

uwarghhh...esok i dah start kerja...

adehh malasnyew nak kerja....

ermm...anyway esok i masuk kul 8.15 am...normally i masuk kul 8.45am...tapi bulan puasa nih ada option tuk masuk awal....then balik kul 5.15pm...awal 30minutes...

so..hopefully i sempat sampai umah tuk berbuka puasa...

i taknak buka dalam bus...uwarghhh...sungguh tidak best kalau kena buka dalam bus....silap2 leh menangis i dibuatnya....

so..lets see mcm mane esok...

selamat berpuasa

either esok atau lusa kita semua akan start puasa...

so..i nak amik kesempatan nih untuk wish Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak...

semoga kita semua dapat menjalani ibadah puasa kali nih dengan sempurna...

gunakanlah peluang yang ada nih untuk top up segala amal jariah kita...

i jugak nak mintak maaf kat semua kalau2 i ada salah silap selama u baca blog i nih...

al-maklumlah kita nih semua tak sempurna...

all in all....selamat berpuasa...

act your age!

i pelik sungguh dengan manusia nih..

ada yang dah tua bangka tapi perangai still mcm budak2..

i still remember that person...yang dah cecah 30-an tp perangai kalah budak kecik umur 7 tahun!

yang terbaru pulak..umur baru nak cecah 20-an tapi nak berlagak mcm org dah 40 tahun..

pelik betullah...susah sgt ke nak act your age??

yg si tua tuh..tak puas2 lagi ke jadi budak kecik?? sudah2 lah tuh...bikin malu je...

yg si budak kecik nih pulak...best sgt ke jadi org tua?? whats the point being young if u don`t want to enjoy it?...so weird...

ishhh..mmg i tak berkenan dgn jenis manusia yang mcm nih...

persamaan antara 2 jenis manusia nih...bila ada problem they don`t know how to handle it..even small matter pon takleh nak solve...ape kes?? yg si tua bangka tuh sah2 la takleh nak handle sebab mmg perangai mcm budak kecik...yg i pelik si budak kecik yg berlagak mcm org tua nih...

hello?? kata dah besar kan? dah boleh handle semua benda kan?? takkan lah benda kecik pon takleh handle?? memalukan jer...

oh satu lagi persamaan antara 2 jenis manusia nih...diorg nih jenis yang attention-seeker! huh... mmg lah lagiiii i tak suka...

oh well...lantak lah diorg nak jadi mcm mane pon..nak tertonggeng ke menonggeng ke ape ke i malas nak layan...

yang penting i happy!

i`m smiling again!

yesss....i`m smiling again...and this time i just couldn`t stop!

ha! ape yang dah jadi ngan i?

takde ape sgt pon...

i just soooo lucky that i met this guy...

he made me smile all the time....ha! who is he?? ermm...lemme keep it as a secret!

oh at the same time Peter really get in touch with me...and its really made me smile!! double smile now!

i just gonna enjoy this moment as long as i could and i`m not gonna entertain those who r trying to mess with me! i`m not interested talking to u loser!

and i`m very much looking fwd to see him again!

:)

si baju hijau....

pening!

i dah tatau nak pilih kaler aper untuk buat baju melayu raya nanti!!!

tadi i dah gi jalan TAR kononnya nak gi beli kain la..tapi ampeh..tak beli pon...

mane taknye...i nak cari kaler hijau lumut tapi hazabbbbb...hampir semua kedai yang i masuk sumer takde kaler ittew...kalau ader pon cuma macam seakan2 jer kaler nye....huh...menciiiiiiiiii....

maybe i should cari kaler lain jer kot?? tapi....i nak sangat kaler hijau lumut tuh....yeah i`ve been craving for that colour since past few years...4 years to be exact!! why 4 years?? sebab sah2 i kat UK masa tuh...mane nak buat baju melayu kat situh kan...

masa kat sana dulu i just pakai baju melayu kaler hitam yang i buat masa konvo dulu....hahahaha...i pakai baju tuh untuk raya tahun 2004-2006...haaa cuma last year je i suruh kakak i belikan kaler purple lak sebab dah bosan ngan kaler hitam tuh...dah macam org berkabung jer...hikss...tapi baju purple last year tuh pon dah hilang ntah ke mana....

so tahun ni mmg i sexcited sgt nak buat baju melayu baru....and yeah i`m looking for hijau lumut tp susah ya amatz occay nak cari....huhhh...

takpela...i try suruh kawan i tolong cari...kalau susah jugak nak jumpe i cari je la kaler lain...sennag citer....ade few colours yang dalam list i...huhuhu....

lagipun kawan i yang nak jahit baju i tuh pon dah bising2 suruh cepat..banyak tempahan katanya...keji la....

kau ada dia....

Sudah lama ku memendam rasa
Cinta di dalam dada
Namun tidak pernah bersuara
Kerana takut kecewa

Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik
Untuk langkah pertama
Jauh dari apa yang ku kira
Hatimu ada yang punya

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia

Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku
Terlalu mengharapkan cinta
Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu
Membawa angan melayang

i`m leaving you...for him...

kalau boleh i memang taknak fallen in love lagi...

bukan sebab i taknak tapi sebab i dah penat...i`m tooooo tired...

ermm...tapi tu la...dalam pada i cuba elakkan diri dari jatuh cintan...i terjatuh jugak....adehhhh...nih yang i malassss....

ok i admit yang i had a crush on someone...at first mmg la i takde rasa ape..cuma i suka tgk muka dia yang cute tuh...but then slowly kitorg jadi close....

bila dah makin close tuh la i start rasa something kat dia...ermmm i`ve tried sooo hard to control my feeling towards him but i failed...YES !! I FAILED !!!

but no matter how hard my crush on him is...i won`t be with him...his heart is belongs to someone`s...

i tak pernah bgtau die yang i fallen in love with him sebab i taknak nanti kalau2 i bgtau die, die lari pulak dari i....its ok if i can`t be his lover but at least i still can be his close friend ...thats more than enough for me...

i will be happy to see he`s happy with the ones he loved....

2008 = SPAIN !!!!

wow!!! ape lagi yang i boleh cakap?? SPAIN memang mantappp !!! dah terbukti pon semalam bila SPAIN kalahkan GERMANY yang masuk final pon sebab naseb baek je tuh dalam final EURO 2008 !!!!

and finally....Torres did a good joob though die tak berapa performed dalam euro kali nih...but after all die yang memastikan SPAIN juara!! yeeehaaa...luv u Torres!!!

owh to Germany...cukup2 lah tuh ye dik non...cuba lagik next nye edition...owh tak lupa jugak to France...ermm...i really don`t know what to say... hehehehehe...*matilahhh aku kena ramas dengan lekiu nanti.....

enough talking about Euro 08...now lets move to Wimbledon lak...

ha! seorang lagik spaniard yang akan membuatkan nama SPAIN terus gah tahun nih...sape lagik kalau bukan laki i si Rafael Nadal ittew.....hikss...



tahun nie mmg tahun paling gempak untuk Nadal...baru2 nih pon die dah memalukan si Federer tua tuh....huhuuhuhu...and now Nadal is gonna make Spain proud....

yeahh....i`m rooting for him to win Wimbledon kali nih....

refurbish frenzie...

i rasa macam i kena refurbish jer my circles of frens..

errmm...i just think that some of them i patut just throw away kot.....aiyooo...sounds very kejam kan??

but i have my own reasons why i want to do that....but let it be my own secret la yer...

and what i really need to do now is concentrate more on those yang betul2 rapat ngan i...

to those yang hanya cari i waktu diorg ada problem pastu nak meluahkan perasaan sedih diorg ke...i still ok to be a good listener but other than that sorry bye bye ya salam...

actually kan...i sentap dgn someone...but anyway..lantaklah die...ikut suka die lah nak buat ape pon...i dah tak pedulik lagik...

p/s: B is sooooooooooooooo different now.....sigh....

vienna here i come!

uwarghh.......

baru2 nih i text dgn Peter..

die kata die akan pergi Vienna tuk Final Euro 08...

arghhhh...bengangnyeeeeeee.....

tidakkkkkkkkkkkkkk !!!!!!!!!!!!!

benciiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy all year !!

wow!! i`m sooooooo happy...

but why??

ermm let me list down...

• I dapat 6 this weekend...but still can`t beat when i was in Rome...hehehe...*sundelll sgt.... oh yeah i sempat pergi ke Norway and Belgium last saturday...ermm...*yummmmyyy..

• finally !! i dah buat card replacement utk i nye maybank ATM card..hehe...kad tuh dah kene block since bulan 2 aritu tp baru arini i pergi buat kad baru..huhuu...

• Puan Zaiton nak balik KL !!! wooohooooo !!! bestnyerrr... ade teman nak currrr...ooppss... hahahahha.... can`t wait to see you darling !!!

• i akan dapat debut album Amy Winehouse - FRANK - soon...very soonnn...kan puan zaiton?? hehehhehe.....

• seronok bila dapat tau si dia tak sedihh lagik....nak hepi hepi katanya...baguslah tuh...life is too short so make the most of it darling....i`m always here for u...

• i tak kerja hari ni so takyah ngadap muka pompuan gila kuasa and gila duit ittew....

• berat i dah naik 5kg !! wooohoooo bestnyer.....i tgh cuba nak naikkan lagik....

ok tu je la list nyer... hehehehe...

let me entertain you..

ermm..maybe i should senyap je kot lepas nih..

penat pulak rasanya layan kerenah orang mcm nih..

i mean die ingat i nih takde perasaan agaknye..

i nih bukannya robot occay!!

ok...i think this is what i really need to do now...

just keep silence and respond when needed...

p/s: i`m not desperate...

D200

after work td i lepak kat KLCC..

ikutkan hati mmg lah malas...ye lah penat bekerja sehari suntuk so kalau boleh nak balik umah terus la...tapi disebabkan kawan i si Hafez tuh beria nak jumpe so i gagahkan jugak lah kaki nih gi KLCC..

actually Hafidz study kat UK and yes he still studying there...tp die balik KL kejap sebab ada hal sikit katanya...so rabu nih die nak balik UK semula sebab tuh lah kitorg meet up hari ni...Ermey (my best friend) pon ada join skali...

kitorg lepak makan kat DOME jer..malas nak gi jauh2...huhuhu...anyway banyak gak benda yang kitorg borak...especially memory masa kitorg sama2 kat UK dulu....huhuhu...i miss UK soooooooooo badly...i really hope that i have a chance to go there again one day...soon hopefully!

ohhh...whats new about him?? hafidz skang dah pakai nikon D200 !! makan hati occay!!! just before i came back to KL he bought D80!! and now hes using D200 !! my goodness me! nak buek camno kan dah mmg passion die...and yeah...the pix really awesome!! mmg vogue de vasttt!! puas hati occay!!!...i nih kalau dpt D40 pon dah cukup dah....huhuh....bila lah agaknye kann??

well...entah bila la agaknye i dapat jumpe die lagik...ermm maybe next year kot or perhaps christmas nanti?? ... whatever it is i doakan due cepat2 grad then leh settle down...

till we meet again dude....

p/s: i`m tired of being sorry....

expect unexpected

lately nih i asek la terperanjat dengan bende2 yang very unexpected...dah macam tgk citer hantu lak asek terkejut2 nih...

dah la asek terkejut..pastu asek la terjumpe dgn makhluk2 yang i tak hingin nak tgk batang hidung dier lagik...kalau dier tuh makhluk tuhan paling sexy takpe la ini haiyoooo....malas cakap la...hati kalau dah sakit tuh semua nye keji kan?? lalalalala....but then what to do kan...it`s a small world...tambahan piula KL ni mmg tersedia kecik lagik la senang nak bump into each other..owh well...kalau i jumpe lagik i buat bodo je la kan...whatever it is i don`t give a damn..

bab terkejut2 nih plak i dah malas nak pikir...nama pon unexpected...so nak taknak terima jela kan?? kalau tak terkejut buhsan pulak hidup nih nanti..whatever it is let bygones be bygones...i just want to have a simple life so i ain`t bother whatever that makes my life complicated....

owh i think i`ve found myself back!! and yes..i`m sooooooooooooooo back on track!! thx to Bella sebab ingatkan i how great my life when i was in the UK...and yes....i`m gonna be me from now on...u can call me bitch if u like or perhaps u wanna call me a slut...please feel free to do so...BUT one thing for sure i don`t give a damn....lalalalalala.....

p/s:what goes around comes back around + beautiful liar = fucked me up

penat + happy

uwarghhh...minggu nih betul2 meletihkan...ntah la tatau kenapa tapi mmg letih giler...

i rasa maybe sebab this week i betul2 buat kerja kot? takde main2 lagi dah....before this i banyak main sajor sebenarnye..hiks...

anyway...hari nih agak riuh rendah jugak kat area workspace i tuh...sebabnye our big boss cuti...yuhuuu...baru lah rasa aman dunia nih bila die takde... esok pon die takde lagi...yahoooooo!!!!

oh...semalam i rasa hepi sgt sebab i dapat email nih :

Hi,

Customer called to check the status of his QC application, I have advice him it’s just a matter of time for the funds to be in cm account. Customer took the opportunity to compliment *******l for “being very professional and keeping up to his word whenever he promise to call back he always call back on the dot. Customer is very happy and please with ******* and would like to compliment him on a job well done and thank you for providing good service.

ermm...maybe pada org lain its nothing tp pada i it means a lot...i rasa hilang semua penat n stress bila baca email tuh...and i didn`t expect that to happen to be honest....huhuhuh... and now i makin bersemangat nak kerja...leyyyy?? hahaha...plastik sgt kan....lalalalala....

p/s: A+B = going nowhere... B+C = unlikely to happen... A+C = hell no!!!!

penat

huh...gile penat i weekend nih..

mana taknya....semalam i pergi kenduri kawen kwn kat tanjung karang then ipoh pastu terus gi melepak kat penang...huhuh....

actually tak plan pon nak gi penang tp ntah mcm mane tetiba je terkeluar dr mulut i nih ajak diorg gi penang....dah alang2 kan....so...kesudahannya kul 12 tgh malam baru balik KL...hiks...

hari nih lak gi kenduri kawen sorang lagi kat semenyih...pastu terus gi the curve main bowling....

mmg meletihkan tp i tak kisah sebab inilah antara caranya i nak ilangkan perasaan lonely...huhuh

sebab...kalau i duduk kat umah...i`ll feell sooooooooooooo lonely...so its better for me to go out with my friends and having a good time with them eventhough its tiring....

i just dont want to feel lonely because its not a nice feeling though...i hate that feeling...

even so...i`m still trying to find one fine weekend to escape me,myself to somewhere out from KL....i just wanna have a quiet weekend alone...far from KL...just me...but i still don`t know when it will happen...i really hope that it will be soon...and i still looking where best to go...any ideas?

right...i`m off now...

p/s: i just hate to hate you !!!

Bella & Lekiu : Happy Anniversary !!

wow !!! i`m soooooooooo happy today!!

to Bella yg vogue de vast n Lekiu da handsome guy....

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY !!!

go away...

i`m soooo fucking tired with all this stupid fucking things....

fuck all!!!

why am i so stupid??

i had enough....

i don`t even want to think about it anymore...

i don`t need it anymore...

it`s ok if i don`t have it...i wouldnt regret or dissappointed...

it would be better...

let me live my life this way...

if you ever...

The very first time that I saw your brown eyes
Your lips said hello and I said hi
I knew right then you were the one
But I was caught up in physical attraction
But to my satisfaction
Baby you were more than just a friend

And if you ever fall in love again
You must make sure that the lady is a friend
And if you ever fall in love so true
You must be sure that she feels the same way too

If I said that I would be your one and only
Promise that you'd never leave me lonely
I just want to be the one you need
I just want to be the one to serve you
Sometimes I feel as if I don't deserve you
I cherish every moment that we share

And if you ever fall in love again
You must be sure that the lady is a friend
And if you ever fall in love so true
You must be sure that she feels the same way too

i love you...

dah setahun i kenal dier...

hampir setahun ini jugak lah perasaan i masih lagi sama...

yes...i still love you honey....

but i know that we would never be together....tp i rasa beruntung sangat dapat kenal dier.

i still remember...first time i jumpe dier...masa tu kat Chester train st. he was wearing blue shirt n jeans...with his red Audi...X 7 PCC...thats his plat number...went to Tesco then off to his place somewhere in Mold...

it was like a magic!! we feel so close and it was really amazing!! i never felt that way before...

since then we`ve been together for quite sometime but something happened later...

and i have to understand the situation...it was really complicated and being apart was the best for us...but one thing for sure we still feel the same way till now...and we`re good friend...

i`ll keep our memories forever...loving you is the best feel i ever had in my life honey...

Peter...I LOVE YOU !

i`m puzzled....

ermm...entah nape lately nih i rasa semacam je...rasa sooooooooo down....then i feel sooooooooo frightened....ermm...i dunno la what has happened to me...i`m puzzled!

anyway...lets not to think about it...lets see what i`ve found..

kannn??? adehh...ni pengajaran untuk semua ye....kot ye pun nak melolo sila pastikan kawasan sekeliling anda selamat ye!! kalau tak..inilah akibatnya...

haaa ni lagik satu....huhu...lain kali pastikan dulu telor uols tak kecut masa nak duduk kat mane...hahaha...pastu pastikan jugak tempat duduk tuh ok...kalau tak...sendiri mau ingat la kan??...camne la agaknye perasaan mamat nih masa tuh kan?? adehhh...

ini yang paling i tak tahan nak tergelak...aduhhhh.....gila punye pompuan...nih gersang tahap gaban nih sampai pergi ASDA pon nak pakai benda alah tuh...wakakakkaa....mesti malu gile masa polis tuh bagi balik benda alah tuh kat die kann?? Lee....uols jgn buat mcm nih occay!!...ooppss....

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i`m not a S.L.U.T

Friday: Clubbing @ The Orange

last fri nite i gi clubbing kat orange dgn kengkawan i...si eton (bukan makji eton) , madir, miss manchester 4 eva n faizalina...hiks...seawal pukul 10mlm kitorg dah ade kat dlm club tuh except for miss manchester n faizaline yg joint us around 11ish....guess what??? we were the first 3 yg sampai kat club tuh...hahaha...mane pergi sumer org neh?? adehh...membazer je bayor memahal tp masok lambat...

anyway ape yg i nak citer sebenarnya satu incident neh....masa i tgh dok menari sakan tuh ade sorang mat saleh nih dok senyum2 kat i....masa tuh die dgn this one guy (lets call him B)...ermm nak kata melayu tak jugak..nak kata chinese pon tak jugak...entahlah dr planet mane that guy dtg pon i tatau..owh well i don`t care....

so...what happened was....this mat saleh main2 mata dgn i...i pon ape lagi...teros lah mainkan peranan i...hiks...then this MS (mat saleh) nak gi pi beli drinks tp dlm pada die nak gi bar tuh sempat piula die meramas punggung i yang maha leper neh...hehehe...si B nampak that incident...then bile si MS dtg semula terus si B neh mcm marah2 si MS...i hanya mampu senyum je....hahaha..

then i and the rest gi lepak kat belakang...koserr la nak berasak2 kat stage tuh...at least kat belakang tuh leh la lepak2 isap rokok jap...then few minutes later si MS nih lalu kat kitorg...i ape lagi nampak je die terus i tangkap tangan die then peluk die and kitorg terus kissing passionately!! hahahaha.... puassssssssssssss.....then die terus blah gi beli drinks....then about 10minutes later i saw MS n B walked out from that club...hahaha...that B looks really pissed off...hahaha...did he caught us kissing?? owh well..i don`t care!!!!

Sunday @ Kinokuniya KLCC

i gi kino nak beli buku untuk i n my niece...

dlm pada i dok belek2 buku tuh i perasan ada tis one guy asyik pandang2 i....then i proceed to the counter nak bayar buku tuh...he still looking at me...gosh...masa neh i dah berdebar2 sebab that guy really cute (pada pandangan mata i la...)..hikss..

bila dah habes bayar tuh i pusing balik and dier senyum kat i...hehhe..i terus macam tak tentu arah je...rasa macam nak gugur je vontot i neh....

then i pura2 gi kat satu section yg opposite to where he was standing....then both of us walk to the rear...and i senyum kat die...hehe...die terus say hi....and kenalkan diri die as Jeff...i pon kenalkan nama i kat dier...then i terus je cakap....whats ur number?? hahhaa kannn?? teros je str8 fwd....

since then we are texting each other till now!!! hikss.....

new home

welcome to my new home....

hikss...kaedahnya i dah naik pening dengan blogdrive yang macam hanjeng ittew...

so...i back to basic lah...dulu waktu i mula2 start blogging i guna blogspot lepas tuh beralih arah ke blogdrive *matilah aisyah dengan lagu cinta beralih arah

now..i`m back to blogspot...yezzzaaaaa....

ape-ape pun i mintak mahap la yer sebab umah baru nih baru pasang tiang je....perabot sumer tarak laie...ngeh ngeh ngeh...yg tuh kena tunggu k....very soon!!

ohh i terpaksa tukar url i jadi miss-coco-chanel instead of heavenvshell sebab yg heavenvshell ittew sudah diambil oleh org lain....but i think miss-coco-chanel sounds good anyway...lalalalala...

so while i`m decorating my new house...please feel free to lepak2 dulu kat memane ruang yang ada kat umah ni occay....